Surviving life- forgiving myself

I had to do many things that I am not proud of in order to survive life. And yes, I did have a tough one. It was a challenging one being in a foreign country by myself and make it all work. It was a challenging one not having much support from my parents growing up. Life is not about being stuck in the past and blame yourself for you past mistakes, life is about forgiving yourself and knowing that you will make a different choice from this point. There are going to be moments where you dont know what is happening, but always know that being aware of that is huge. Because most of us living life aren’t aware of these things.